Oright, i dunno how much does this constitute to freedom of speech and shit, but i SURE am fucking pissed, and i don't care how "immature" it builds up to, but i got steam to let out, and i'm sure its a good read in the end.

i logged onto messenger, and i saw a friend (not too sure about that now) D-chan logging in. to fill in, D-chan is a singaporean thrown to seattle to study. Well maybe not "thrown" since that she chose to go there, but 800 miles from home? That's a wee bit far now. First thing i noted her display pic, which seems sensible. Aren't those things meant to be seen? Otherwise, why put it? Everyone can be that dull, blue silhouette of a stickman. Fine, i glanced, and saw a black rod across a white sheet of paper. I was wondering what could that be, and was giggling when i thought of it as a dick. Seems funny, no? a possibly drum-stickish rod being a black man's dick (not a racist comment, i'm not a racing person.) so i dropped her a message about that thought.

29 hours i got a reply. I thought this was speed messaging? Anyway she told me its not, and so i chatted with her a while more, i commented that it looks like a black dick on a white scoresheet. then i drew a pic in msn (don't you? stop looking at me like that), and one more pot shot at the display pic. Just when i was going to switch topic, she started to get irritated and said that the joke was immature. That sure was nice. I make a joke and she gets angry. What's worse is she flares, and thinks she's in the right. Its a female trait, point taken, and guess what? Fuck to that.

And so she proceeds to tell me not everyone will take the jokes well, and that not to crack jokes that doesn't seem appropriate, and im not taking them in. I was so pissed over her inferration that i was immature, i spent 2 hours fucking her over about what she said. So we had an MSN fight, i was not romantically involved with her. Fucking hell. And we are 800 miles apart.

After all that ruckus(i decided not to put the chat log up cos im lazy. So fuck me.), she finally realized she did not put the right point across, and not i was immature. Fuck, my princess did not choose me out of other guys just because im immature, for fuck's sake. Oright, so i make jokes, but im not oblivious to comments about them. If you don't like it, you TELL ME, not "that was a bad joke". key word is YOU and DO NOT LIKE. you express these, not with some skirting statements. At least she apologized. So i calmed down. A little.

Note to all, if you are a friend, i will joke with you. If not, i won't even glance at you. Much less enemies, fuck you too.

And D-chan, if i forgot any detail, post em in. I can't remember much after i calmed down.